Cissie’s trip to the vet and trailer-loading issues

I took Cissie to the Vet yesterday for a checkup and to get her Coggins test done. Dr Hand basically said that riding is not going to damage her leg because the ligament is healed from her injury almost a year ago. He did say it was the worst injury of that type he has ever seen. She has some scar tissue that causes her to limp occasionally when trotting but she is fine at a walk and at a lope. He offered a couple of options that I may take him up on after I have been riding her a while longer and know exactly what I want to do with her. Neither option is guaranteed to work. I plan to take her to a local arena where I can ride her on better, softer footing and get used to her again. She also needs to get back into a working mode and start listening to me the way she was doing before her injury. I would like to try sorting again with her. She showed some talent for it before and I'd like to try it again. It's a lot of fun.

She showed some of her old "Bad Cissie" attitude yesterday at the vets. We had worked the night before getting her used to loading in the smaller, two-horse slant trailer that she hadn't ridden in before. We want to use it for short local trips to save gas. Thanks to help from Jason, she would walk in and stand while you shut the divider and we drove around in the pasture a little to let her see what it was like. It is a big change from the bigger trailer. Yesterday morning I was able to load her without too much trouble, none of her "backing to the next county" that she uses to avoid something she doesn't want to do. When we got to the vet's and unloaded her she was very anxious about everything that was going on around her. There were lots of trailers coming in and out and other horses. Of course the wind was blowing a gale. We tied her to the trailer and she stood there for 5-10 minutes with me brushing her off and then she decided to freak out at something on the trailer, probably the shiny diamond plate along the bottom and on the fender. She sat back and pulled as hard as she could but luckily she did not break the halter or lead. She had pulled the lead so tight we couldn't get it undone so I grabbed another lead rope and took her away from the trailer while Don got the rope untied. I just walked her around until it was time to go into the exam room which she did without any trouble. She was fine for her exam and even stood on the blocks to be x-rayed without having to be sedated which has had to be done in the past. She was great until we wanted to load her to leave. She looked in the trailer and said "no thanks" and started her backing routine. I lunged her in circles and kept trying to take her back to the trailer but she just got worse. There were more trailers pulling in and I was having to move her out of their way and getting very frustrated. I finally asked Don if he would see if he could get her in the trailer because she sure wasn't listening to me. Of course, she walked right in like "what's the problem?" That tells me she and I need to work A LOT on the loading and many other things so she respects me more and does what I ask her to. We had trouble with loading in the other trailer a couple of years ago but we got past that and can get through this too. It will just take time and work. I'm looking forward to it!